November 19, 2016
"You love in a way it should be illegal"
I was told recently.
After reflecting on this I realised that there is nothing wrong with loving this way. I simply can't love less.
I think love is the only force that keep us going and I am going to fall in love madly again and again, in a way you think it's illegal. Because it's my way and this is who I am.
I will fall in love with random strangers on the street, with my fantastic friends who inspire me day to day, with people who shine the light and manifest it through painting, music, dance, poetry.
But I will try to keep away from falling in love with those who want to restrict my light and put it in the dark place. I will resist to put my heart again in the hands of those who squeeze it till there is no drop of blood in it. I will not put my love into conversations and places where there is no space for me.
There is no time to spend it on love that is not good.
Love should be well spent.
I need to give some of it to myself first.
Because I've been giving it out to you for so long.
I just can't waste it any longer.
this was a lesson learned.