July 30, 2014

on being a child in adult way





  • In the last few days I feel that my life has going to have a slight twist. Not in a bad direction, I mean. Let’s say I was too scared to admit, but it had to come to this point, where you need to take some compromises, in order to find yourself and your purpose.




  • Before writing this I went for a walk in the nearest park, where was a swing. I sat for a while and start pushing my legs up in the sky and down, in order to get higher, faster. It was just me and this simple act of swinging, the sky had Monet’s colours because of previous storm and there was no one around. How can you become so quickly focused on something? It’s true that usually when doing simple and repetitive actions that we’ve been doing for all our life, or things that we used to do as kids, we get the best ideas and memories, feeling memories.




  • I said some weeks ago to my boyfriend that I don’t want to grow up because the world is too scary and too rough for me. I was in a Peter Pan’s mood and nothing could change my view on things. Than happened few things and I realised that maybe not everything is so dark and heavy, but there are people who do have feelings, dreams and fears as I do, and thinking in this direction it helped me open more.





  • I am still in discovery, still searching for the right light. And I need to learn to be patient. I need to relearn how to play. How not to forget to feed that Peter Pan inside me. Slowly, gradually, with baby steps. Less comparison, less self-judgement, less perfection, more play, more love, more faith.


                              



July 22, 2014

LA CASA DELLE ARTISTE


Last friday I had a presentation of my work at La Casa delle Artiste in Milan, Italy. It was really nice to be there and meet other similar minds. I' m sharing with you some pictures, and let's say, outfit post after a long time. 

home-made aperitivo

at the presentation

what makes you feel beautiful project


with prints


La casa delle artiste is partly also a museum of italian poet Alda Merini


Lately I've been wearing more minimalistic clothes than ever. Simplifying things makes life less stressful.

enjoying the good company of friends

July 15, 2014

ON BEAUTIFUL THINGS

težko je pisati o lepih stvareh 
ker smo navajeni brati grde 
in potem je najlepše besede tega sveta 
tako nemogoče izreči 
napisati zapeti 
tisti ljubim te 
ostane nekje sredi grla 
in ven pride le grgrajoč zvok 
in sva kar tiho, 
v nekem čakanju 
da bo kdo kaj rekel 
kdo si bo prvi upal priznati 
da smo tako zelo sami 
in da je tisti poleg nas
nekdo ki je tam tudi ko je temno 
ko se bliska in grmi 
in bi mu morali dati prizanja 
plakete in medalje 
ga slaviti vsak dan z rožami 
in obsuti vsako polno uro s sto poljubi 
povzdigniti na oltar in se mu pokloniti 
ker je skupaj z nami majhen 

gledam te v oči in se ti nasmehnem

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    it's hard to write about beautiful things
because we're used to read the ugly ones
and then the most beautiful words 
of this planet are so tough to say
to write to sing
that I love you
get stuck somewhere in
the middle of throat
and what comes out
is just some gargling
and we're quiet
somehow waiting
that someone will say something
who'll be the first one to admit
that we're so so lonely
and that the one besides us
is someone who's there also 
when it's dark and stormy
and we should give him diplomas
medals and citations
celebrate him with flowers every day
every hour kiss him a hundred times
put him on the altar and praise him
because he decided to be so small with us

I look into your eyes and I smile





July 8, 2014

THE TRUTH

I saw emptiness when I was looking at the world
I heard silence when listening to birds singing
I tasted no flavour when eating cakes
I found hate when people talked to me
Inside me was a black hole
Sucking juices of life
And leaving nothing behind

but the truth has saved me
enlightened what is real and what not
my truth is my freedom
my truth is my hope
my truth is my love





July 1, 2014

WANDERLIFE


do you ever think of death? 

we all should.

we are going to die. we will be old with grey hair and legs that won't obey us. 

no moment is for sure.

no moment is guaranteed.

can you imagine that you can die right now, after reading this post?

would there be any trace left by you?  


I dare you to think about it. 

if you'd remind yourself of death more often, you'd recognise how much time we waste.


we argue with our loved ones because of stupid things.

we spend time doing things that make us depressed.

we think too much about negative things. 


we are scared to be who we realy are: 

beautiful, elegant, happy, and graceful



we tend to hide our greatness 

saying to ourselves that we're not good enough

treating ourselves bad


while we should look up the sky more often

 and realize that we can free ourselves only by our own

 
reality is in the eye of the beholder


would you start laughing when you know our time is limited?

would you hug more, love more?

would you stop worrying and embrace life how it is?




Do it.


All photos by me.